and so i struggled
to rise above the
ashes of it all
tried to leave behind
the shame and the
pain of the fall
but i always see you
waving at me
there where i sit
where i watch
the world alone
where the chilly nights
befriend broken men
and sorrow
where misery hates
company
where nothing is
cherished but the
joy of agony
where happines is
just something
that people borrow
there in that
place where i used
to see you walk
in my direction
with your smile
yeah with that smile
with that precious while
i wonder how you are
dealing with your pain
i wonder how im
dealing with mine
when the only cure
to our disease is just
a simple promise that
can only be found
outside of today
but tomorrow
built a barricade around
itself
shunning itself in
keeping us out
dying for dear
hope thats dying.