her tears lost their shame
when i saw her
curled like an infant
naked cold and
yearning for a mother
she was lying there
in a seemingly endless
conversation with sorrow
so i cradled her frailty
and wrapped her with
a warmth that i borrowed
i watched her sleep
deep and solemn
a tear of pearl rolled down
from her placid eyes to the
paleness of her cheeks
creating a tiny river
that abruptly ended
where it did
and i whispered softly
in her ear...
that is your pain leaving you
when you learn to turn
your back on it
another drop of tear
rolled down to her lips
tracing the valleys of it
and finally decided to sink
inside her
she smiled in her dreaming
the morning after bloomed
gloriously like a divine day
clad with all the pleasing
colors light can possibly shed
it was a painting but in real
and she was the foreground
she took my hand and placed
it upon her chest
wanting me to touch her heart
she wakened my sleeping lust
invited it to slip down her
and tempted my flaming fingers
to trace the silky contours
of her skin and that
which lies within her
i touched her face instead
and stared into her
questioning eyes
she saw herself inside mine and
to her confusion and weariness
i whispered..
i dont want to be your pain
there is no pain if
there is no wound she said
how can there be pain when there's
none that faltered yet
i smiled sincerely accepting
the disgraced man that i am
but her words echoed maliciously
like the heresy of false prophets
she confrontingly said...
that is your pain
coming back at you because
you failed to defeat it
before you turned your back
on it
and i smiled in her screaming
wide awake but still dreaming.