reason grins with
a sarcastic scream
straight to my face
a painful shock of
"you cant own me"
rattles the peaceful
depth im my mind
i said nothing
but reason furthured pain
reason harbored lame
reason shouted shame
she refused to
reconcile with me
blood shut my eyes to see
you saintly posing bastard
dont you remember me
your defender
a hitman to your offenders
a conviction to your benders
but who am i to you
am just a subject
im only an object
a reject yes
a puny fuc king reject
to your righteous will
to judge
my apologies but
im not all that righteous
and ive thought about
slashing my wrist
and shed blood
to use it to mark your
forehead with a crimson
colored insult...