SURLEY



Not sure what words to gather from

The world inside my head

Not sure which ones will adequately

Tell the life I’ve lead

Not sure of what my eyes behold

Not sure just what is real

But damn sure I don’t like the way

I’ve somehow come to feel



Not sure of how it all took place

Not sure where it began

Not sure just where the causes lie

Not sure I understand

Not sure what I would do if it

Were mine to do again

But damn sure it would turn out different

Than the way it’s been



For surely there’s a way out there to learn to live again

Yeah surely there’s a ray of hope with light that it can lend

Oh surely there is more to life than what there seems to be

And surely I would find it if…I simply wasn’t me



Don’t know who I can trust these days

Don’t think I trust a soul

Don’t care to hear the things they say

Don’t care to pay the toll

Don’t want to face reality

Don’t want to look inside

But damn sure I’m tired of concealing

All the things I hide



Don’t want to be the one I am

Don’t want to be this way

Don’t want to look back years from now

Regretting everyday

Don’t want to waste another minute

Doing what I’ve done

So damn sure I must start unweaving

All the webs I’ve spun  



For surely there’s a way for me to learn to live again

And surely there’s a ray of hope with light that it can lend

Yes surely there is more to life than what there seems to be

And surely I will find it and there is no stopping me



Not sure how this new life will go

Not sure what it will bring

Not sure I was prepared that it

Would be so tiring

Not sure just how I’m going to find

The lonely road back home

But damn sure I don’t want to face

That lonely road alone



Not sure just what to make of all the

Doctrines that they teach

Not sure I can make sense of

What religions have to preach

Not sure I’m smart enough to figure

Out just who is right

But damn sure on my knees I’ll be

Each morning and each night



Not sure just what to make

Of these new feelings that I find

Not sure just what to do with the

Impressions in my mind

Not sure just how to thank the one

Who sent them from above

But damn sure I don’t ever want

To lose the Father’s love



For surely He’s the one to help me learn to live again

And surely He’s the source of hope and light that burns within

Yes surely there is more to life than what there seems to be

And surely now that I have found it…I am finally free

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