I’ve always wondered
When would I be able?
To find a reason
I’m going through the motions
But my emotions are unstable
They change with the seasons
Like the leaves in fall
I change, I wilt and fall
I keep my eyes opened
And my heart closed
In order to avoid disappointments
When my sky is grey
You are my silver lining
When its overcast
I'm reminded of your presence
by the bright flashes of lightning
Now I’m exposed to your elements
The sound of the thunder
of beating hearts in the background
As your affection rains
I’ve never felt so alive
And dead at the same time
Be my natural disaster
Destroy, rebuild and replace
I’m always out of place
But this time, I’m out of this body
Watching as my story unfolds
I don’t know much
So many uncertain
Weather me away
And wash my sins
From my filthy hands
Kiss my worries
And turn them to sand
We’ll sit by the ocean
And watch them embraced by the waves
Eroded until they fade
There’s a calmness in the air
I’m no longer afraid
With you here by my side
And the sunset in your eyes