Ok, so I was wrong
I admit it
I know I can be irrational at times
Not necessarily means I'm blind
To see tings dat are right in front of me
Sometimes, I jus don't wanna see it
Because I try to convince myself
That it isn't really there
But after I stop to tink
I begin to realize
That I don't really know
Wat I feel, or why I feel this way
And interpret it in the wrong way
I'm not good at this
I never have
I don't know how to deal
I've never felt what u make me feel
is it all true? all real?
sorry for being skeptical
its my nature
I'm new to this
Guess, u gotta have a lil patience wit me
I'm learning as I go along
Evaluating wats right, wats wrong
Hey, I'm eating my words, aren't I???
That's a start for me
May not seem like a lot
But I hope u see dat I'm tryin
But Considering wat I said
And the way things ended
And the way I had u offended
I don't blame u if u don't wanna hear me out
But I'ma say
I'm sorry anway
Becuz I'm tired of dying witout tryin
fuck yes...i know what you mean