I know I’m dead inside.
Kind of like it this way,
Can’t move, Can’t breathe.
So I’m floating far away.
So I’m gone just like that.
Kind of hate this inside,
Where my blood rages and boils.
Where I become afraid to love.
Can’t see, Can’t hear.
Don’t know that far away paining voice
Kind of awkward now I know,
Like I’m floating in this sea.
This sea of pain so deep inside.
Moving, moving, slowly moving.
Didn’t mean it this way.
Kind of hurts in a way,
Pain after pain that won’t go away.
So dizzy and messed up,
So much out of love.
I’m just too afraid…