From unbelief to complete faith,
Being at the lowest and a glimmer of light.
Pain of many extremes experienced,
Just being sometimes my state of mind.
Fear built up and let out in anger,
Emotions soaring to its highest level.
Over a large obstacle of physical pain,
For years needing relief and hoping.
Going through a surgical procedure,
But there lies no guarantee.
God gives me hope with prayer,
Not necessarily from me.
Others pray and have faith in thy Lord.
My faith has not completely been resolved.
But, some has by fear and tears.
I wish to rebuild everything.
From myself to the ultimate goal.
But through it all changes come about,
And ready or not I must deal.
Deal to the best of my ability.
Keep my eyes and ears open,
But, can be changed for the better.
Life changes here they come,
Fear and tears shall they go.
Date Written Unknown