Day after day in this corner I sit,
Scolding myself for being selfish.
Hour after hour in this corner I sit,
Begging to be let out.
Minute after minute in this corner I sit,
Watching the people I love ignore me.
Second after second in this corner I sit,
Looking for a way to save myself.
The same thing from everyone's mouth,
"You did it so fix it!"
The louder I cry the more ashamed I feel,
I did it but how do I fix it.
Oh self love me again so strong,
Oh self believe me again I beg.
Oh self don't leave me here to die,
Alone in the corner I pray for help.
The corner so dark and hopeless,
Only I sit there in disgrace.
Self, why did you leave me alone?
Please love me again and come home.
October 29, 1995