I lie here crying in my secrete room
I lie here knowing that I'm not with you
I try to forget about why all this happened to me
I try to understand why im so lonely
You are my pain killer
You are my troubles
You are the infection eating me away
You are my solution
You are my problem
You cant live life without killing me
A life thats lost is not a life at all
My life with you was pain and torture
I made myself sick believeing that I loved you
It was too much depression that I went though
You dont even care about the ones you hurt
I was scared what was I to do
Such a helpless girl was killed by you
You are my pain killer
You are my troubles
You are the infection eating me away
You are my solution
You are my problem
You cant live life without killing me
Your life is now full
You know what you've done
Your happy about whats happened
The monster you've become
Im falling to sleep
Im reading their minds
Im dreaming of those painfull times
I hate your face it haunts my dreams
In every one youll here my screams
You were my pain killer
You were my troubles
You were the infection eating me away
You were my solution
You were my problem
I cant sleep untill I kill you