A sopping curl
Around my face refurled.
A color unknown,
Of blonde, brown and gold.
It frames my face
As the rest falls to my waist;
And dark blue eyes
With little white specks inside,
Peer back at me.
Am I a friend, a sibling, or what?
What do people see
When they simply see me?
Do they see the tears
Falling from my eyes
As they slip into the gentle pond?
A rippling surface,
Am I really as confusing
As the distortion of the water
Paints me as?
Can they see the sorrow
Residing in my eyes?
Can they see the stubborn will
Just fighting to arise?
Can they see the love
I feel for each and all?
Can they hear the whisper
Of my spirit’s silent call?
I see it in my reflection,
But it seems to come out messy.
I can’t help but wonder,
What other always see
When they see me.
I’m unique, I’m original,
Not part of a collection.
I’m me, that’s who I see.
But the part of me that shows,
Is the part that I want them to know.
Not the real me,
But the Show.
Because I feel safer,
If no one knows.
I can’t get hurt that way.
At least, not today.
So I’ll distort my image,
To what I want them to see.
Because I don’t think they could handle
The real Me.