All my terrible memories
Running through my head
I'm losing all my energy
My body feels like lead
I hate being alone
To dwell in my pain
The hurting inside
Is taking over my brain
My history is so black
It changes my whole life
How long can I hold out
Should I use this knife
A momentary relief
Before I face my doom
I'm in a seperate world
As I hide in my room
In a few short moments
The pain will set me free
But I'm not sure I'll make it
The wait is killing me