A Reflection?
An Image Looks Back, Searching Amidst The Stare That is Gazing Deep Within It-
An examination takes place?
Through Analysis of What is Truly Buried Within the Image That is Staring Back At You?
What is a Man?
What are the qualities within A Man?
Which Qualities should Compose a Man?s Reflection?
These Components-
The Components that should make up A ?Man?s? reflection?
Those that define his character?
Are They Present- The True Qualities of a True Man?
Honor & Love?
Courage & Valor?
Honesty & Loyalty?
Kindness & Selflessness?
Forgiveness & Compassion?
Does The Mirror Show You Such Traits of Virtue?
The Components of Man, Define His Person-
Falling within the categories governing the ideal of greatness?
It is Such Things That Determine a man?s essential Wroth?
Such Things- Achievable through sacrifice, morals, values;
Thus Comprising A Dignity that cannot be Passed Down?
A dignity that must be re-achieved in each new generation of the family line?
I Stare?
I Gaze?
I Ponder?
I am Trying to decipher what I see?
I am Trying to Make Clear What Should Be There?
I am Attempting to Decipher It from What Is?
Suddenly? A Breakthrough, An Arrival at The Stage of Enlightenment?
Clarity emerges as to what needs be present, in My Own Reflection?
Alas the image I so desire emerges?
An image resembling the mold of a great man?
An Image to Strive For?
A Goal I Set Forth to Accomplish?
This Image Strikes a Familiar Resemblance?
This Image Resembles My Father?
Rather This Image Is No Resemblance-
For It and My Father are One and The Same...
My Father?
The mold from which I try to create my being?
A state of self nearly impossible to attain?
Fogging Up?
As if dew rising from the morning grass-
His person blurs and fades to my own reflection.
What Is Left?
My Person?
Myself?
My reflection?
I Stare?
I Gaze?
I Ponder?
I am Trying to decipher what I see?
I am Trying to Make Clear What Should Be There?
I am Attempting to Decipher It from What Is?
What Is There?
Wonder?
An uncertainty of what stares back at me eats away at all reality?
Leaving me in a forest of the thoughts that scrape the barriers of my mind-
As if they were the great Redwoods Hanging in the tops of the highest clouds?
And I?
I am removed from my body- And I am Left to examine what is there.
Within Myself I See?
Looking Within my being and my soul I See?
Portions of the qualities- Earlier present within the perfect image?
Portions of the qualities Shown within the image of My Father?
I Return to The Real?
And am somewhat discontent?
I Find Myself Unsatisfied with what I found to be Present-
Present within the depths of my own reflection.
Again, A Breakthrough? Again, Enlightenment strikes?
I Become Aware of My Youth-
Suddenly Aware of My Age I Realize that there is time?
There is Time to fill my reflection with the qualities needed to be a ?good? man?
The Qualities Needed To Once Again Find a Perfect Reflection-
Yet This Time? To Find it Within Myself?
To Find a Reflection that will be My Own?
Achieving The Qualities Needed to Become My Father?
Is this An Impossible Task- It is Quite Possibly So.
But I Have My Whole Life to Try?
To try and raise Myself above acceptable onto New Heights?
If I Were Only Able to Raise?
Raise my present state of self?
Raise my present state of self to half of the qualities seen-
Seen within the image of perfection-
Within the image of my father?
I Will Set Forth to Reach that Goal?
Please Do Understand that- My Father is one of a kind?
Yet I Will Be Steadfast in My Quest?
I Will Raise Myself to Such Heights?
And Once I Reach That Goal-
I Will Be the True Victor?
Then I Will Be Satisfied?
I Will Strive to Duplicate His Existence?
Hoping to emerge with a reflection that matches this man.
A Reflection That Matches Whom I Truly Want To Be-
A Reflection That Resembles My Father?