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lost
every time i got lost in your eyes
Lost in your simle
Got lost in the hugs
and kisses
no i am lost in your lies
in my cries
but you dont seem to care
how you broke me
teared me to pieces
over powered me
and just let me fall
im so confused now
i am lost.
i hate when this happens :(
i hate when this happens :(
i know right its not easy :(
i know right its not easy :(
Jessica
nothing is ever easy in
nothing is ever easy in relationships :( i try to stay away from them
well im still dating him but
well im still dating him but he lied about liking another girll but eventually told me. Even though i asked him a long time ago if he liked her.
Jessica
ohh. well still. lying is one
ohh. well still. lying is one of the worst things in a relationship. but if he likes another girl then it really shouldnt bother you. i mean as long as you know ur the only one hes dating/doing stuff with then it should b ok.
yeah i know it should bother
yeah i know it should bother me but i get really inscure and stuff my past relationships were all about guys just lying to me so i guess thats why i am so upset and stuff
Jessica
i understand that completely.
i understand that completely. but u hafta trust him. its a big part of the relationship. i mean if u dont trust him for so long hes gonna start doing the things you dont want him to.
thanks and i know and thats
thanks and i know and thats not what i want we have been together for almost 7 months now
Jessica
thats longer then any
thats longer then any relationship i ever had lol
lol guys are just complicated
lol guys are just complicated sometimes its just better to stay away sometimes a lot of guys just dont get what a true person is. and worth dating and stuff
Jessica
understandable
understandable
yeah lol
yeah lol
Jessica
meh. i think my longest
meh. i think my longest relationship was 3 months. but i cant go 2 weeks without a guy...
if you dont mind me asking
if you dont mind me asking why cant you go longer then 2 weeks without one?
Jessica
idk its just hard. idk. like
idk its just hard. idk. like im not a slut or anything but i like having somebody there for me. like as a friend but as more then a friend.
i know what you mean its nice
i know what you mean its nice having some one there i was and am like that for me i dont have many people i can trust so when its like i do find one like my bf now i trust him besides that little mishap. but like i completly understand its hard sometimes when you feel alone or something
Jessica
i dont exactly feel alone. i
i dont exactly feel alone. i just miss making out with some one and having some one to call my own. lol. i guess by doing that i mess up alot of my freindships with guys but i mean if tehy were real good friends theyd still stick with me. or they wouldnt even see me that way in the first place.
lol i can see those reasons
lol i can see those reasons too i like that part too and sometimes i dont see whats wrong with being frineds in the end and stuff too lol
Jessica
most of the time i cant b
most of the time i cant b friends with guys after cuz they piss me off which is prob y we broke up in the first place but like if we were friends first then yea i can do that. or if they broke up with me and i still feel somethin. like its harder then. like seeing them happy and knowing it isnt cuz of u but eventually i get past it lol.
yeah i understand that i have
yeah i understand that i have only stayed friends with one guy i have dated but i really dont like him now cuz hes dating my bf and he cheated on her twice
Jessica
yea. and my friends hate they
yea. and my friends hate they guy im still friends with. but its hard seeing him happy and knowing that im not the one who made him happy. hes the only guy i still love that iv ever dated.
yeah friends can still be
yeah friends can still be hard why do your friends hate him?
Jessica
i dont even know. i mean they
i dont even know. i mean they were ok with him when me and him were just friends but when we started going out they didnt like him any more. and now they get pissed everytime i talk to him.
hmm thats kinda weird idk why
hmm thats kinda weird idk why they would do that unless something happen or something but yeah lol
Jessica