Untitled Thanks





Thank you for talking

You almost saved me from something

I saved you too I guess

But it's a rather big accomplishment

From someone so insignificant,



You see me still?

Even if I don't love myself?

My love is like a mirror of my will to live

It's there but it can kill or be killed,



Love yourself

For you are the dark whom everyone loves

I tried to burn the past but my matchsticks are wet

And my feet are still all sore from all the walking ...

But in this dark, at least I have your voice ...

Strange as that may sound.



If I get a grip on life, maybe I can pull you with me

To a place not exactly better than were we used to be

But at least, you and I have a grip on sanity

And maybe we can be saved from that moment

That always sounds so frightening and appealing,

Which makes us question our being,

It's still there but at least we are not dead.



And now we are talking again,

About something else

And thank you again for that I guess ...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this is something about saving and being saved from suicide.. vivid feelings, but not based on actual events. ^_^

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