Staring at the ceiling
Cobwebs decorating the emptiness of the room
It made me laugh, and shivers run down
It's like a reflection of something I have,
Something I've always had inside ...
Another day, another mindless paradise
I can see the twilight approaching ...
Giving me a gripping sense of longing
Remembering
Something
The October night is at its coldest
And I feel the chill grip my feet
My insides feel like they are ready to disintegrate
Like a hamster in a cage, running a wheel
It's tired, its energy is expended
But really not going anywhere
Like sitting on a rocking chair
Where you feel like your doing something
But not really going anywhere
Like you're going somewhere
Even if you're not there,
Not really going anywhere ...
Another day, another mindless paradise
And the cobwebs never looked so nice ...