i tried to say goodbye to you
but my heart won't let go
it beats, desperately clinging
to each memory
each thread of hope
looking for hidden signs
willing destiny to change its course
my mind feels tired
of fighting this
of being strong for you
when all i am is weak, weakened,
by time, by sweet cirscumstances
my heart, afraid, undecided
it fleets
from kiss to kiss
from each fragment of the realities
that you have been to me
i'm standing still
falling forever
flowing with the pain
drowning with the flow