A vicious monster lives in me
Often rearing its ugly self
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That's what it shouts
Like a nagging bitch so hard to please
Deserving to rot.
Want me
And no one else
Look at me
And then erase everything
In your peripheral vision
Smile at no one
Stop melting hearts
And speak to no one
Do not captivate with your sound
Do not touch another's flesh
I die every time you do, in my mind
Poisoning myself with images
Of you with another
When I have yet to taste your warmth
Why must beauty be so accessible?
Why must you look at me from afar?
Let me lock you up
Or devour you whole
My love is a prison
Not yours
But my own.