My thoughts blur together
Shades of gray are all I see
This world can be so confusing
Sometimes it feels so empty
I am cursed like Christopher
Our minds work the same
I am unable to make decisions
It can cause so much pain
I dream to be like his brother
Black & white is all Nikolas sees
Decisions come easy to him
And he stands up for what he believes
I may dream in black & white
Those thoughts of simplicity
But when I wake up to reality
Shades of gray are all I see