Beacon

I'm drawn to his intelligence like a beacon,
a sign of how l I've become after all these years.
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I've lost my drive, my mind, and myself
trying to s
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to your level of thoughtless, passive living.
I was too stupid to realize that I am too smart for you.
mp er
I need someone who wants to e ow me,
who knows what the word means and how to create it.
n up
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I need someone who is emotionally mature, a
rather than a little boy who hides from the big bad feeling monster
I need someone who speaks to me about their problems,
rather than speaking to a bitchy little cunt.
I need someone who will try everything to make me listen
rather than confiding >in> a whore.
I need someone who will never ever EVER be driven to forsake me for another,
no matter how off I get
I need someone who is strong and moral and fair,
a MAN who would never do someone they know is wrong.
I need someone who will help me create a happy, fulfilling life,
rather than lying to me and making me want to die
I need someone who will be honest and unselfish with their mistakes,
rather than making me feel like a crazy jealous wife.
I need someone better for me than you.
Then why can't I let you go?

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Written 06/09/12

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