When i close my eyes
I can see the ocean
The never ending sea
I can see the waves
Beating upon the sand
I can hear the stillness
Thats so silent it
Chills me down to the depth
Of my dark tainted soul
But it calms me and
Makes me feel warmth aswell
Warmth in my heart though
Broken and shattered it
Feels the soothing warmth.
Because no matter how cold
The ocean becomes i feel
That me an it are very alike
It is open and deep
Yet empty and alone.
It is dark and strong
Yet bright and uncontrollable.
It beats constantly on the sand
Like my heart beats constantly
Against my weakened soul.
The ocean no matter
How empty and alone
Comforts me endlessly.
Though i have never seen
The ocean with my eyes
I can feel it there
Like i am always fighting
Not to drown in it but
Also being drawn down
Into its depths.
Im getting tired
Of always treading
Yet i cannot give up
Im so lost that i
Dont know what to do.
Its a horrible thing
Never having seen the ocean,
But being lost at sea.