Ive tried for years to cover the scars
But nothing ever seems to work
Ive tried to stop the bleeding
But the pain is all i can control
I need the pain like you need air
I dont know why, but i know you caused this
I only break the skin because i cant
Get over the way it ended up.
You stopped the heart beats and broke my rhythm
But out of twisted cruelty breathed life into me again
You brought me back when i was so close
To being so far away from here.
I only begged for the end
And you had to make me start all over again.
You said it was a new beginning
One that i never wanted
A new beginnin that i had tried
To run from for years.
You forced me onto this path
And now i suffer like no other
Every single day.
Walkin down a new path of life
Thats just like the rest
They all lead to the same place
Death.
So why seperate an let
You have an easier path.
Why stop me from reaching the end?
All i wanted for years was for this journey to be over.
Life brings nothing but pain and
Death brings the relief ive always needed.
I tried for years
You took that away.
Now I will try for many more.
Love the poem, really brings you into your emotions, one of the best i've read. Well done.