It began with a hug
And ended with good bye
I opened up my heart
An finally let someone in
I thanked god so many times
Because finally i had a friend
A friend that was you
I use to tell god that
I would give up my life for you
But god saw it differently.
He saw it as you should be gone
And I was to stay.
No matter what was done
I had to lose you.
I cursed god for taking you
And I am still cursing him today.
I could never forgive him
For what he took away.
He made a side of me show
That had never been in the light.
I was as dark as the shadows in the night
I became the shadow, the night.
I was lost, I am lost.
I love you and I miss you
I bleed for you.
I have to, its the least i could do.
I hurt myself, because
Its the only pain I can control.
With you gone now, i have nothing
except for the piece you left with my niece
Your daughter, my niece, my world.
Shes all i have left of you.
And i cant let her go
I cant let you go
Please come back to me
I need you to be here
I still cant believe your gone.
Eight months later and i still cant
Let go of what was there.
I cant let go of you.
I need you, and i wont go on
With my life if you arent here
In it, come back.
Cant you see?
You have to come back
You have to be here.
You have to save me!
its hard but keep yo head up and stay strong