No words of wisdom
From my mouth
No loving thoughts
Or faded memories
From my mind
No love, laughter
Or sweetness
From my heart
No courage, pride
Or strength
From my spirit
Just an empty black hole
Lies within my body
Oh cursed world
And cursed sorrow
I shed a life for you
This empty blackness
Consumes my body
Soaking up my blood
And releasing black poisons
Electrifying pain sweeps
Through my body
Trying to find a way
To escape from within
To burst out upon
My cursed world
Hand me the blade
I shall cut it free
Pouring out from within
It seeps through the tiny slits
Cut across the pulsing veins
In my poisoned wrists
It drips down forming
A pool on the floor
Any minute now
I shall disappear
And it shall
Take form