I linger in the doorway
Between life an death
I can hear you calling
Calling for me to stay
But i also hear death
Telling me "the pain will be gone"
But what price must I pay
If I choose life then I choose pain
But if I choose death, I choose
Eternal darkness
Are these only
Small prices to pay?
Or do they decide my fate?
Is it my destiny to choose?
Or am I bound to linger here?
Bound to hold onto nothing
Bound to always suffer
How can such a choice
Be laid on someone so young?
Why must I choose now?
I still have my whole life ahead of me
But if I choose death then,
I escape all the pain in
The life ahead of me
But I will also choose eternal darkness
I may not be dead yet
But I know now
That lingering here
Is the REAL hell