Its all pretend
Since you've gone
I dont understand
Where things went wrong
A place in my heart
Reserved for you
I think about us
When I feel blu
I remember all
The fun times shared
But with it comes
The tears we've beared
In my heart
You'll always be
For you opened my eyes
& made me see
Held my hands
When I shook with fear
Wiped my cheek
When you saw a tear
Gave me a hug
When I was alone
& whispered to me
Your never on your own
You were there
When I lost all I had
To make me smile
When I was sad
You gave me a look
Sayin you'll never leave
To ease the pain in my chest
So that I could breathe
And saved my life
Before I could take it
And grabbed my heart
Before I could break it
You told me how
To keep going
What lies ahead
I go without knowing
Pushing forward
I look to the past
It breaks my heart
To know it didnt last
If you were here
Id tell you how I feel
I dream about it
Knowing its not real
Your gone now
But who's to blame
For all this
I feel ashamed
I didnt hold on
& so you've gone
You were there
I knew all along
But I was stubborn
Didnt want to ask
For your help, but
Thats in the past
Its over now
Ive lost the war
So I ask myself
Whats there to live for
Ive lost my only
One good reason
He left as quick as
The changing of seasons
He was there tho
& he was mine
Long ago
Once Upon A Time
Such a beautiful heartfelt write...
Thanks,
Trixie Love :)