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Forever?
I just want back What faded with time..
The love, the friendship, the feeling sublime,
When all we had was each other and it was enough,
But somehow we lost it when everything got tuff,
My best friend, our laughs, secret moments together,
When we both thought we'd be forever,
Most times we had no one who wanted to be around,
But still it was comfort in each other that we found.
Weve had great losses, drama and things between us,
Never thought it would be so hard to discuss,
Just bc temporary people want something from you,
doesnt mean they will stay if you need them too
I'm here forever or I thought that was true,
But honestly lately I'm often confused,
Are you buying time till you find a way out,
Or are you staying forever like we talked about..
i want our love to shine though,
But I feel like ive already lost you,
And when I try to save us by talking about us,
You deflect and shut down and say I should shutup,
Roll your eyes and shrug it off like its nothing,
But then tell me later my words meant something
I feel like we are no longer friends but Im our babies mother,
Your baby momma is the reason we stay no other,
I miss before I had our child,
When things were easier and it was ok to be wild,
I'm here, I'm loyal, id give my life,
Gave up my own freedom i've sacrificed.
Everyone talks about how amazing you are,
But in spite of me, your own lover you scar,
To impress others, make everyone else feel ok,
But I'm missing you when you are away,
And once you stop jumping through hoops and giving,
I'll still be here knowing youre my purpose for living,
You bent down on one knee, we used to have each other,
I'm tired of feeling alone with the person that asked me forever.
