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Sometimes i wonder if i am hated,
Sometimes i worry im miscalculated,
I already know that im jaded,
In a world so cold i am humiliated,
When you trust with your heart but not your mind,
You just end up screwed everytime,
Its a shame you cant depend on a friend,
And family is no better in the end,
Its amazing how you cant admit the truth,
Especially when its staring right at you,
You act like im nothing my feelings are vain,
But you are the one that has caused me the pain,
Im angry im highstrung im mad about things,
But you were the one puppeting my strings,
Im hurt, im sorry, im hated, i worry,

I beg I plead I leave in a hurry,
I cry, i try, i often over think,

And bury myself in my next drink,
Just wish i could be happy..be joyful and free,
But how can i do that..with the pain you caused me.