Apart

I feel the tears of loss touch my eyes 

The weight of sadness upon my soul

I looked around and saw that you were gone 

Had my eyes been closed in the darkness?

I was hiding from my pain

Dug in so deep, I could not see the world

You were gone so suddenly, and I know

I failed you

I will never feel the same again 

There will be a hole in my heart forever

It is filled with my mistakes 

My regrets haunt me at night and keep me awake

I failed you

I let you go when I should have held you close

I should have loved you more 

How blind I was to your sadness and fear 

I did see your pain 

I did not know how to reach you 

I failed you

There is no mercy for me in my own heart

Nothing that can right the wrong I feel I did

I failed you

So now, I have to live with my selfdoubt and regrets

I love you as only a father can love a daughter

I will try my best

To never, fail you again

 
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