I feel like I am dying,
That I'm bleeding away,
That darkness is surrounding,
There's nothing left to say,
Crushed and broken,
I fall to my knees,
Looking to the sky,
To answer my pleas,
Met with total silence,
Yet I still cry out loud,
Choking and coughing,
On this miasmic cloud,
I opened up my heart,
And wore it on my sleave,
Yet a total failure,
I endlessly bereave,
I've always been a survivor,
Counting that I'm alive,
Wondering how much longer,
Til a sundering I wont survive,
I hear again the voices,
Telling me to go away,
The eternal darkness,
Will I ever see the day,
Fighting ever onward,
Too stubborn to back down,
Collapsing from exhaustion,
I feel like I will drown,
In times long past,
I've been here before,
Not knowing if it's time,
To knock on the deadman's door,
If I wasnt such a coward,
I would have done it by now,
Yet with the shadow in the dark,
I will never allow,
I know I'm being hunted,
Been there all of my life,
Always waiting,
To take advantage of my strife,
I sense it mostly,
When it's late in the night,
Or when I put on a brave face,
But I'm really not alright,
There's few that I reveal this,
Cause most think it's fake,
A war rages inside me,
Where my very soul's at stake,