[for all who are, or were, like me]
Long ago in that rather distant, sparkle-sprinkled time,
I was a lonely child, like a word without meaning or rhyme
through solitary summers: yet I was not ignorant
of the kind of friendship an awkward kid, like me, could want.
Nor could I tell my parents (not at all an acceptable
choice): homophobia was---there and then---too plentiful.
And, even at that tender age, I knew, deep in my soul,
I was not like, nor liked, by my peers, who deemed me different.
But during those sultry seasons' sunny, extended days,
I embraced what was, for me, the most desirable of joys---
watching the long-haired, shirtless, barefoot, adolescent boys
(all of them clad, defiantly, in supple, bell-bottom jeans).
In silent admiration, I offered my ardent gaze:
this poem bears witness to the beauty of those bucolic scenes.
J-Called