Every moment is so unreal
Feelings I can't control but I deal
With this life I never intended
Come home every night... Pretending
Your not around
Life feels like its ending.
Out with the old
To the new I am sending.
Out with this poem to let you know
It's not easy for me as well
It's all new and I'm going to need help
Everyday that goes by
Are days I felt.
New love for you as
Old love begins to melt
I never ask for this
But was searching for a way out.
Your never an excuse
Your my reasons to see my doubt.
Ill never leave you to blame
Ill never put this on you
I just need to have clarity
So I can go ahead and pursue.
I feel it
I see it
It's real
And I mean it.
But are you sure
Cause you say your love for him
Is still a blur.
I can't take you away
Only you can make that change
And until you do
We both will have to wait
But time is what we got
So go ahead and take
All the time you need
Cause this life we once had
Will soon be ours to make.