we fought this war
far from battle.
cries and fears
hard to handle.
I was shot, and torn
so many tears.
i loved you once
for so many years.
i saw your blood
caked on my hands
i took one look
only a glance.
and in only a moment
i took my stance.
i stayed by your side
i didn't think
nor worried
i only did what was best.
i took love as my sight
instead of fleeing
i insisted to fight.
i was stabbed and ripped apart.
it was no longer the enemy i fought
it was myself from the start.
i stood by yours side
hoped for the sun
but nothing went right
our hearts were on the run.
you fell for another
while i did the same
but alas, we stayed together
we learned to share the blame.
we could pretend
but this still was not the end.
the war
we fought
never quite stopped
tho the sun came out
our love was blocked.
this war was not over
not even close..
i died in that war
and so did you
and even in death
we fight for there truth.
cause I've faced the fact
that even now
i will stay by your side
with your blood on my hands
and no where to hide.
difference is
i see with my eyes
and not blinded
by love.