Goodbye To My Soul
Why must it all hurt now
When my life is changing
So fast I can't breathe
All that I can call mine
If falling from my hands
Why can't they see me anymore
Is this so commun
Just a teenage mistake
I took my own blood
How much more can I take?
If I close my eyes
And lay down my head
Will you see me again
Will you be in my bed
Every time I try and turn away
There you are again
Pushing me down
Ripping it all off
Is this how my heart feels
Is this how it happend
Or was it my choice
My dessision was mine
I let you take me not once or twice
God knows how long we were at it
And then you left forever
Does every girl go through this
And end up killing her soul
Why are you still there
These blankets must be burned
My bed all cut up
My room nothing but ashes
Will it all end then
Your on the bus
On the side of the window frame
You're everywhere I am
I just can't escape
So I stay in my bed of ashes
And I take out my knife
A bottle of wine
I drink to our death
To how you used me
Then I slice up my arm
Your hands all over me
I close my eyes once again
Finally tears run down my face
As the blood pours down my leg
As I cry out to heaven
I realize I'm alone
This was it, my reason to be born
Too bad there wont be a next time
No learning from my mistakes
As my body finally hits the floor
Goodbye to my soul