so tell me
if this is all real
how much longer do I have to take
how much longer until I break
if this is real
tell me why I dread being here
what's taking so long
for my brain to realize
half of what's wrong
so tell me
if this is all best
what happened to the rest
what happened to the days ago
filled with everything i used to know
filled with the comfort of my own skin
filled with all of what i was within
so tell me
how will this end
will i go back to being original
or wll i mend