I've been blinded by everything that I could
once see
rescued by reality
I searched the world for answers
and it left me empty handed
And this is where I realize that everything
I've learned still leaves me stranded
'cause once you're on top of the world
it's easier to lose it all
Just keep waiting
Contemplating
Survive it through.. or fall
Once I'm ready to leave
my heart can't seem to stand it
The air gets too thin for me to breathe
Beating myself
as though I planned it
What do you do
when you thought you were ready
What do you do
when you thought you were prepared
Do you sit back and erase
all your once known answers
Or convince yourself wrong
because you're scared
Do you sit up in your bed
to stare at the ceiling
Do you go out at night
just to wish on a star
My mind takes control
of my releasings
but I can't let this head off
too far
I once thought I had the answers
that things would all be fine
thoughts of a naive philosopher
who, reality, gave truth to
in time
I searched the world for answers
And I thought that my ignorance was through
I put my trust in Reality, this time
but Reality
has blinded me, too