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I say, I'm done
I sit back and think
of everything I wanted
my selfish dreams
my unthought wishes
my mistaken words
my devious kisses
I sit back and wonder
what am I doing
who do I think I am
messing with the world
messing with it, like I can
I sit back and ponder
what am I doing here
wandering through
unfamiliarity
when it's the unfamiliar
that I fear
I sit back and think
when will reality take it's toll
is it doing it in front of me
and I'm just a blinded soul
I sit back and wonder
how much of this is best
or should I throw away all that is now
and only remember the rest
I sit back and ponder
how much farther I can wander
without making a single movement
so lost inside my million track mind
I wonder when I'll ruin it
I sit back and wonder
about what game it is I've won
yet you still find ways to destroy me
and again, I say - I'm done
