Standing at your doorstep
my finger on the bell
hesitant to press
I'm not exactly sure what comes next
what else is there to do
when you're beyond discovery
what more could I learn
when we've made every turn
so here I am
standing five feet
from my past two years
I thought I was strong when
it came to you
I thought I conquered my fears
we spent our days
quietly figuring out
how we work
we spent our time apart
wondering
what breaks each other's heart
and here I stand
at your door
here I am at the end of the world
I hesitate
knowing why I'm not here anymore
standing on your doorstep
without a word to say
take my finger off the doorbell
I have no reason to stay
you broke me
I ran
I'm back
so tell me
do you still remember my name?
then tell me who's to blame
here I stand at your door
my heart doesn't wait here anymore
I've been waiting for a reason
to walk away
I don't have one for myself
here I stand ten steps from your hall
where I once gave my all
when you answer the door
what do I say
let's do this another day
I'm on the doorstep
of all I used to be
the doorstep of all that's left of me
my finger on your bell
hesitant to press
waiting forever for the world to end
and it did, if you couldn't guess
I rang your doorbell
waiting for the moment of truth
will today of years be the first time
you see me
or will you look through me
just like you used to
open the door
"where have you been"
I've been waiting out here forever
It's about time you let me in