a million things I never expected
and so many to never feel
a sharing of sentiments
so simple
a deep secret
so clear
denial can be so sweet
when the truth is rarely known
affection can be so cruel
when it's often rarely shown
through the years
you've waited
for a moment to arise
for a girl, so deep
so passionate
to reach you through inside
days gone through silence
curiosity at it's best
pain hidden due to the forbidden
turns all friends into pests
uncomfortable in mindset
fantasies ripping at your heart
normal conversation
suddenly taring you apart
confessions non existant
though echoing deep inside
a roller coaster of emotions
and you brought me for the ride
a confession now existant
hidden as best you could
regretful as you try to be
but you spoke it like you should
you think the story's over
you think the game is done
you think the pain will end now
and now you search for fun
oh my dear, you're dreaming
the story's just begun
years from now, I'll be here
and still I'll be the one
rarely do these feelings stay
when true, rarely do they go
will anything ever come but torture
only time shall know