here's to the life I never got to live
here's to all I have
that I can't not give
here's to a head full of thoughts
that have no reason
here's to a heart full of boys
a different one each season
i want to tie my hands behind my back
so i can cut myself some fuckin slack
i don't want to make anymore mistakes
i don't want to kiss you
i don't want to know you, or feel you
all these people, are all just fakes
and when they make mistakes, it's for my sake
so back off for a while
just leave my soul at peace
I'm hiding away my heart
because it's no longer on lease
a picture frame slammed against the wall
a knocking at my door
the constant ringing of a telephone call
a stampede of them just wanting more
forgive me my wanderer
for I have wandered too far
for give me, oh nature spirit
i have wished out all stars