did I want you to realize
or did I want the guilt to end
the scandalous truth
in the woodwork
about the different viewing of a friend
did I want you to feel better
or did I make myself feel worse
a piece of bravery stood out
and made me wonder if
honesty could be a curse
I'm thinking through my sorrows
my troubles haven't faded away
I knew it would all come back to haunt me
I knew far from yesterday
decisions and promises
all too quickly made
I wish I had the answers now
wishing the confusion would fade
If I could have all I wanted
would I play my cards right
and in the end nothing could be lost
with lust by day .. and love by night
I was so moved by this poem that I really don't know what to say. Genius.