I can feel my heartbeat in my wrist
each steady pain
and i have not slaughtered myself
for the world has slaughtered me
beyond what thee can see
its terrible torture
i don't deserve this
or do I?
i wanted to be better
i did
i wanted the world to know me
now no one does
I'm trapped in myself
no ones there
just me
reach out for me
yet you're too far
how terrible
what a shame
my life goes in vain