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Worth
the tears fall
and leave a certain outline
a type of map
to follow where the tears are going
where the tears will stop
but it's just quite odd
to follow where the tears will stop
because they will never stop
they'll just keep on falling
until i finally feel worth it
until i finally feel loved
until its safe to be dry
once you learn to care
thats when they wont be there
thats when you wont expect it
and you expect me to trust
but you make this feel like nothing more
than lust; or just a usage
its totally crazy
how i will go to the end of the world
and back just to make you
smirk but no; i'm the jerk
who keeps doing these things to make you happy
and i tell myself
no more; no more will it be done
even if you're the one
it's not fair for me to suffer
its not fair for me to go through this
but yet i do it anyway
anyway anyway anyway the word that easily
throws things away
ive built up so much strength
to say half the things ive said
and you can just blow them off
like it's nothing
and the tears
they fall
they map out so many different things on my face
they can lead me to a place
or they make a shape
spell a word
something or other
but oh brother how i've been going through this
for so long
i just want you to understand
to make you see how i feel
to make you feel what i see
maybe to get things straight
or get things right
and i say i'll put up a fight but i wont
ill cry over everything i do
and everything you don't
i dont know why i cry so hard
its not like i should expect it by now
its not like i know how
to be treated good or treated well
its really all your fault why i fell
maybe its just a warm thing
a warm fling
that you get whenever the seasons change
but i can honestly tell you
that once things get cold
and you start to change
i will be strong
i will build something not worth the pushing away
i will build something that will make me stay
that will make you stay
and honestly no matter what you say
one day
you wont be worth it
