i don't understand
why we went on so long
you didn't even matter
i knew you were wrong
i kept you around
for all the wrong reasons
never changed the abuse
days months and the seasons
i cried a thousands rivers
and smiled in a second to two
yet while i was lost in this red
i was swept away by blue
but forgetting that; knowing
that we weren't meant to be
fear struck as i was leaving
and you tightly clung to me
i tried so hard to walk away
even wanting my cover blown
but i guess it seemed to me you were
all i ever known