she wakes up lying in her own bed
her own filth
her own blood
her own trash
her own sins
she looks around her and she takes it in
takes out
breathes in
breathes out
she feels pain and sees him beside her
inside her
in her mind
he'll despise her
she thought she broke his heart last night
but she didn't mean it
in the heat of the moment she could understand
but this situation is too fresh
to ever even attempt to catch fire
she thinks of excuses and reasons
why he's here
why she's done this
why she let him
she wonders for the truth
when this happened
when this started
she touches her lips
feels he has stolen a kiss
emotions she wants to dismiss
but once again realized
she has returned to sinful bliss