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Sickness
after every turn and fall
this lonely hearts still beating
the memories I'm trying so hard
every night I've been deleting
the pressure that's been on me lately
the problems I'm unable to count
I'm releasing small oceans every night
over reasons you know nothing about
i can't tell you just how sick i am
with this disease that's come over me
i fear I'll never heal
but could the conditions change
or pain rearrange
if for once you could just stay near
every touch is bringing me back
to a different time i knew to live
a time of forced pain and wrong movements
with yelling but more attention to give
through this sickness i have caused
all pain through and through
but i lie to deny all of our flaws
and to keep a harsh reality away from you
tonight another star will fall
into my lap to solve a mystery
what joy i have and less tears to shed
but still reminds me of my history
and with every person i shall meet
and every land my heart shall go
i cant replace the one of my past
the one I'll never know
