it's starting again
you're my friend again
and i feel it inside
it's starting again
this ride
you're taking me on this ride
and it's going to repeat for another
5 hours
5 years
but why can't you spare me the pain
the tears
it's quite absurd
how within all this time
you never uttered a single word
its like I'm not even there
a waste of air
give me a reason
for your kidnapping this season
because surely i'd like to know
why is it that you glow
everytime i get weak
its because you're insecure
more insecure than i know
than you show
then you let me know
how you feel when the ride is done
as if it's my fault that the ride ended
its my fault
i take the blame
because the world is a horrible place
the 5th time around
and it's still the same
and yet it's still my fault
that it's raining
its me that you're still blaming
its like i control the universe
i have such power
but its being used against myself
I'm your puppet
this is your show
when the curtain will fall
i don't think I'll ever know