its hard to accept there was a time
that i didn't exist
jealousy cant help but form
i hope you forgive me for this
life existed before me
you lived a day without
just irks me to hear those stories told
none of which i know about
its hard to accept the memories
that you hold in your heart
of happiness, laughter, or even love
or times you were torn apart
its hard to accept the good times
that were once better than these
for in my times of weakness
i think while on my knees
its hard to think of you happy
when with someone else you belong
maybe i fear these lost times
just in case its her that you long
its hard to think of the changes
that you possibly have undergone
characteristics that could have been right at once
for me they only are wrong
its hard to think of the old days
of the person you used to be
i just get scared of who you are
or if you've changed for me
its hard to accept your past life
its hard to accept its true
its hard to forget the things you say
but i remember that i had one too