here i sit with thoughts from past
try to determine why that didn't last
we had a love so new - so profound
nothing could have brought us down
in secret stayed our love affair
dying when you weren't there
a hug, a kiss .. a wink, a smile
all of those days were surely worth while
but soon those days began to grow colder
and in time our love grew older
we couldn't stay that young forever
we couldn't even be together
through the excuses you had made
it was there that i had stayed
i waited for you to confess the real
you couldn't even tell me what you feel
everything was a temporary lie
until you figured out the answers to why
here and then and then and now
it all seemed so different somehow
all the special times that we shared
when i think it through it makes me scared
for all these thoughts - you never feared
though our love had disappeared
but less talk of past and more of now
a sigh, a tear. you won't allow
because suposidly were back to normal
our love, no doubt, has reappeared
same thoughts that you never feared
but you with every excuse
still made me to blame
and it hurts intensely deep inside
but things will never be the same