lately I've been dreaming
that i no longer feel your lips
that you've escaped my finger tips
that you're no longer in my sight
and nothing longer feels right
lately I've been going back in time
to the moments when you weren't mine
when I'd lay in bed thinking about you
while you only kept me in your dreams
when I'd deny any kind of useful truth
yet nothing was what it seems
lately i've been wondering
what happened to all those times
they were so real
what happened to all those feelings
that at one point we used to feel
what happened to the kisses
and the excitement
the wonder and delightment
what happened to the late night phone calls
and the loving secrets
the nonsensical messages
and giggles while the other repeats it
lately I've been wondering
what happened to everything
what happened to all those feelings
of joy and happiness you would bring
lately I've been missing
all the wonderful times we shared
and lately I've been wondering
if you .. ever.. really cared